Wednesday, September 3, 2008

i wanna be free:]

i wanna be free...
i wanna go out there into the world with just me.
i dont wanna go where my parents want me to go.
i dont wanna do whatever i wanna do for me and my future.
but how can i do that when all i want is to make them happy.
to make them proud of me.
i cant stand people being mad at me.
i try to be as nice as possible but that's not working is it.
i wanna please everyone but i cant.
i just wanna feel free.
i just wanna do something that i can enjoy for the rest of my life.
not by forcing myself to try to enjoy it.
can you ever feel free.
can you ever break away from your family.
knowing that it would break their heart.
i feel like am stored away in a closet.
and inside theres a girl ready to open that door and scream AM FREE.
i wanna do things thats to benifit me!
not my parents!
not my friends!
ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna feel secure but at the same time i just wanna take some risks.
theres somethings you'll never know about me
but all i want you to know for right now is
I WANNA BE FREE:]